~MisLed DEstIny~

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Its been AWHILE since i last updated.

Didnt feel like it. haha.

Times hav changed.

People change with new things.

Old things are forgotten. Especially the small ones.

But the saddest thing of all is when something is big to u,

its small to someone else.

And then comes the day they easily forget and toss it aside.

Whats the reason in all the things we do?

Out of love? greed? selfishness?jealousy?

We do all kinds of stupid things for stupid reasons.

But u noe whats the stupidest thing any1 can do?

Its Promising or even Saying You Won't Hurt Your Other Half.

It doesnt work. No matter what u do, u will hurt the other half.

But u noe whats the way to minimise the damage? Think before doing ANYTHING.

how u feel if ur partner had a cough and slight sore throat,

and she went to buy cold drinks and even potato chips?

What if it became worse and she fell sicker?

Even if u dun think for the sake of ur partner, think for you family.

How would u feel when something special to you, like the 3 words i love you,

are easily said to someone else, regardless of gender?

and how about saying you would call your partner before u sleep because hes worried?

then when the time comes u forget everything and go to sleep? It hurts.

All these things hurt. When u start to notice she didnt think of you at all.

The Pain is Repeating. My Hp is dropping. My HP = Limit.

You Sit there wondering to yourself, what do i do?

Naturally, ppl would say confront the problem.

If all goes well, good for you.

If it doesnt, u noe what it means.

haha. believe me. i've tried it. ALL THE TIME.

I agree. on some people it works. but on special people, it doesnt.

These special people dont seem to learn.

They cant learn through speech.

Do i need them to know the pain?

I dont know.

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,

Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 10:11:00 AM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Helllo.
I've jus woken up at 3.30.
It's been a day since u've gone.
I couldnt sleep las night when i didnt get your call.
I couldnt help but wonder where u are.
What are u doing? Are u sleeping alr?
I miss the times when u make noises on the phone.
I miss the times when u grin widely n i can hear it.
I miss the times when you say u love me.
I miss the times when i get to see u.
I Miss You :).

I played Cabal the whole day ytd.
haha. Fun. I've gt new skills.
I Cnt wait to be a ''Master''
Twin moon slash looks COOL!
xD.

Come back soon okay.
Take Care.
I've asked God to send an Angel to protect You. :) <3

PEACE. :D

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 4:53:00 PM

Friday, November 6, 2009

Hello!
Haha. i see my previous post got alot of attention eh?
Well, its a friend of mine.
haha.

So anw.
Today.
Went to school there to pick Girl.
But in the end, tgt go with Sheryl n Yumin too.
Went to Jp.
Ate Swensons.
Walked around to buy Limin's Bdae present.
Speaking of which.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMIN. xD.
Aft dat, walked ard, sent Girl home, Home.
haha.

PEACE. :D

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 10:37:00 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Hello.
First things first.
Girl, This is nt for you.

So. On to what i hav to say.
Most of the time.
We always blame others for anything that goes wrong.
But how many times is it actually true?
Many times. We blame ourselves for troubles we're in.
You tell yourself, ''Shit happens''.
But issit really true?
Lyk the way u answer an SBQ.
Look at it both sides.
Dont be selfish.
Dont think your great.
Be humble.
Accept what God has planned for you.
People wil judge u.
Its not just u in this world.
Even if its your nature,
whats more important?
Have you ever thought about others more than yourself?
Just because u lost a friend doesnt mean its the end.
Just lyk the saying that goes,
'' There are many more fishes in the Sea ''.
Get out there and make more.
Treasure those you have.
Remember those you've lost.
Expect those you havent met.
Be thankful for the fact your friend is even alive n happy.
Be happy for your friend.
Think about your friend.
Material isnt everything.
I'm glad i've even met my friends.
No matter how close or far we are.
We're still friends.
Irreplaceable, unerasable bonds exist between us.
A friend is there, to share the pain.
Thats important.
But whats more important, is that the friends help each other to pick themselves up.
Just groaning that u wished you were with your friend wont change reality.
Sometimes. When u do something,
no matter how small,
it might hurt some1.
Even if u dont noe, that person is weeping inside.
Its scary, how just by saying something, u can kill some1.
Lyk dust in the wind.
Once a word has left your mouth,
it wont return.
Once the damage is done,
Its done. You cnt erase it.
I cnt tell you what i feel.
Because i cnt bear to hurt some1 else.
I think your really selfish.
I think what happened is all your fault.
Sigh. Poor thing..

So anw. Back from camp early.
Water pipe burst.
No water. lol.
Tsk Tsk.
yay for me.
I dun lyk campfire.
Hot! Sit on floor super pain!
MUST PERFORM. sighhhh.
But i miss our instructors.
Syuk n nicholas.
haha.

PEACE. :D

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 10:00:00 PM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

hello.
Todays the day.
we're goin to desaru for our CIP trip.
I Didnt get to call Girl.
cuz she didnt pick up. :(
i'll miss her.

Wish me luck.
PRAY FOR US KAYY.
Goin overseas is always scary.
:((.
hahahs...

Peace.

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 12:25:00 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Hello. Its been awhile.
Alot of things hav happened.
I've got my 2 new fishes.
I've got my new LCD monitor.
I've got my results back.
I'm happy with them.
ALOT better than last year.
haha.
Class position 5/41
Level position 86/210
haha.
not bad la!

haha. i love my new fishes. they're so pretty n shiny.
they're so active.
So cute too xD.
Lifes been great. i guess.
i'm freaking worried.
VERY VERY WORRIED.
for my Girl.
:((.

Please Please Please Study Hard.
I Dont want see u agn nxt year in 4 Jade.
Cannot!
Muz study.
Dont waste ur time.
Faster Grow up.
STop Playing.
U got time, dun waste it.
treasure ur friends before u al leave.
Jiayou. :(.

Sigh.
Worried. Worried. Worried.
3 Jade has 8 casualties.
I'm so sad. We're losing ppl agn!
NOOOOO.
sigh.
I Hope u all do well nxt year.
Aspire to be like Qixiang. or Better!
He's a great example of a Retainee.
Cuz he learn frm his lesson n moved on to be better.
Good job buddy. :)

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou.
Once u go for it, ur gonna make it.
I'm sure. :)

Peace Out.

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 4:24:00 PM

Friday, October 16, 2009

HIIE.
Lol. today i woke up using my alarm.
AT 12 NOON.
Cool right. lol.
So anw, woke up n bathed n stuff.
Went to lot1 to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs.
Nice. haha.
Watched with Girl, Jaslyn, Yumin, Olivia, SweeSheng n Gerald Chia.
Haha. Aft movie, everybody go home. LOL.
I sent Girl go home.
Then i go wm eat BK.
Then bought stuf for bro to eat for dinner.
Then i went home.
Talked on phone a lil while.
Then comp agn.
Now dno do wat. heehee.

Chill Out,
Peace Out. :))

Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,
Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.
Thinking About It Through The Night,
I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.

written @ 9:27:00 PM