Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Hi agn.Its 11.44 now..Haha.Wow. Today sure has been rough.Bad mood + bad luck whole day.Odd..Morning, woke up with a scolding frm dad saying i'm late.I stared at my alarm clock and it said 6.15.and i sat there wondering why it didnt ring.For 20 seconds. then suddenly.I AIN'T GOT NO SCHOOL TODAY.lols.Aft dat, sleep agn.woke at 11.30.Played comp.Ate Delivery Mac.Studied.Then my room was lyk shit.I'm like crap.Suddenly, my beloved music system's subwoofer went dead.I tried fixing it. it didnt work.I was late for tuition.I'm panicing.I Feel bad. Cuz i was late, n i didnt get to see Girl.Aft tuition, got home.My room looks shitt-ier than before.I'm damn pissed.Mom came home.Bought dinner.I ate. n fixed.Suddenly, i screamed. n the power in the house went dead.I was numb all over.I Felt dead.But i wasnt.I unplugged everything.n tossed it out.Good bye TEAC music player.Ate dinner, room still lyk crap.Study abit. my mood went frm bad to worse.i didnt get to pick up Girl's call agn.I couldnt tell her i nearly died.I couldnt tell my friends.Because no one would care.Because i dont deserve their care.I thought i could help them, even a little.But i was wrong.I cnt do anything.I didnt do anything.I'm not worth anything.I sit here typing with electric charges running through my fingers.Funny feeling.. haha..I'm gna read a little.I'm goin to bed.Good Night.Someone Stares Into The Dark Sky,Looking For Answers, Wondering Why.Thinking About It Through The Night,I Just Hope, I'll Be Alright.
